Clip from a story...

Here's an interesting (sad) clip from a manga about what a girl thinks of love.
Though it is so (bitterly) sweet that I should share...


To wonder what he is doing now, what is he eating.
To call his phone, to think if he'll visit that day or not.
To check for his message many times everyday.
To shop for his instead of youself.
To turns you happy and sad at the same time when you think bout him.

Love, is when you always wonder about him...

Yet, he won't visit just cause you're always thinking about him.
Worrying if he will think about you.
Worrying if you will bother him.
Worrying if he will find you a bore.

Worrying if he will stop loving you one day...


Love, is when you spend endless night crying for him...

Guys, I strongly urge that should you find a wonderful girl someday,
don't ever let her suffer like.
It is just too cruel.

My love for food...

For those who know me better, I'm a big eater.
Once the black hole opens, everything goes...
I can easily polish my own plates and my GF's/parent's/friend's leftovers with ease.

But strangely I've been losing my appetite for the past week.
Barely ate one meal a day. And whatever goes in comes out as quickly as it did...

Hope I'm not coming down with something.
Actually if this goes on I might actuclly able to lose some weight...
Gaining an extra layer or 2 round my waist lately...

Good thing I've already passed my IPPT =P

Limited supply...

Been scrapping alot lately...
Even since I 'support' with yet another insurrence plan, I've been meeting my ends and barely survivng by the days...

Just went out with my poly guys recently for 'prawning' (fishing for prawns)...
Unfortunately I end up 100bucks poorer (thanks to the midnight cab) if only 2 prawns which I end up donating away (I'm allergic to clawfish)...

Bye bye, Dissidia: Final Fantasy...
Bye bye, Kingdom Hearts 358/2 days... T-T^~


Sigh, totally losing count on my saving...
Not to mention my promotion is delayed, there goes my increment too...
Think I'll cancel one of my plan in near future or I'll really waste away...

Hopefully I don't have to contribute anymore to unknown miscellaneous stuff this month -_-

Too long ago...

Eh... Just realize that the last comment I got for my blog was in 2007.
-_-
Should really update more often...


Anyway, the chaos in my life finally cool down for abit.

Dad finally clear away MOST of the animals in the house, but is now addicted to internet and constantly bugging both my mom and I bout his com since he is english illiterate...
Oh, and his blood pressure is so high he nose-bleed every so often...

My mom now works for a sissy doctor who took very good care of her. Though strangely his family follow him everywhere he goes. BTW, he is nearly 40...

As for me... Wow, where do I even begin... Hang on let me checking my last posts...
(Checking in progress...)
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(Checking completed!)
Ok here goes, nearly 14months ago my old ship was decommition due to old age and was posted to a slightly larger ship with an inhuman schedule and more demanding officers. Subsequently was posted to yet another ship (currently) with much better crew and schedule, though a major inccident happen reccently which I'm not allow to disclose and put my team into quite a tight spot. (Let just say I'm glad the ship made it back afloat...)
The private school I was getting a degree on made headlines a few months ago bout handing out fake degree and was close down shortly. Currently in the process of transfering to another while holding on (false)hope to claim some of my $27,606 back... sigh...
Helped one too many 'friends' and got myself quite poor, not to mention my bonus and promotion was on hold.

Yawn...
Tired...
I take a wink of nap...

New...?

Finally got a little push from a friend of mine to update this blog again. Felt bit sick of the last look so decide to change to whole template too.

Really surprise to see how easy it is to add stuff to blog now. Just a click here and there and everythings done.

Sadly I've still not a clue to how to add a shout box -_-


Will update soon bout how tragic my life was for the past few months =P



Save: ...
Current Bank: ???
Saving Bank: 21500
Saving (2): 400
Saving (???): ...
(PS: I'm seriously considering to remove this section bout my saving -_-;)

Killer surge of energy...

Ever have one of those power failure or trip in electric supply at home or in work place?
Where it happen when you least expected and totally wash away all your unsave data?

Sigh...

My house have a long history of this sort of power surge...
Losing data had already been a common practise for me, thus developing a habit of saving every now and then... Or simply don't do too many too important stuff with my com...

Now as you know, this sort of power surge is able to more damage to electronic stuff than just a simple lost of memory... My com have had experience surge so powerful it resets my processor, luckily the hard drive wasn't affect thou...

Sadly, the last series of major power surge kills quite a few of my dad's fishes and my monitor...
Seemingly hopeless as the warranty expire eons ago, i decide to purchase a new monitor, burning yet another hole in my savings...

Problem didn't stop there...
As i forgot to take account for the age of my com, i soon release the 22" wide screen LCD monitor is too powerful for my graphic card (its nearly 7years old, it's already a blessing considering its still booting)...

Current using my dad's monitor while i 'loan' him my new monitor...
(Ironically, his com is able to use it...)


A very classic example of 'acting too clever for my own sake'...


I need a new com... T-T


Save: ...
Current Bank: ???
Saving Bank: 19000
Saving (2): 1140
Saving (???): ...

If I Were A Boy... (Wait, I AM a boy....)

After a rather eventful/dramatic week of ups and downs...
Well, since I'm typing this again you guys should know what it means anyway...

Interestingly, what made it all happen is just a song.
If I Were A Boy by Beyonce (I would copy the lyrics here and so but its just not my style =P)
Anyway, it talks bout a girl's point of view if she were, well, a boy...

So what actually happen is my gf was listening to this song and got so emotional cause she believe she's is so much alike the boy the in song...
(Which makes me the girl...... nevermind...)

Now here the fun part,
I'm suppose to be the girl in the song, saying bout much of a jackass I'll be if I were a boy, yet I'm able make myself a prefect gentleman to take better care of my girl............. (Note: I AM in fact, medically proven, a boy)
If that doesn't confuse you yet, wait till you think bout the role I'm suppose to play in real life (if I'm suppose to be the girl in the song). Which means I'm supposes to be talking bout how much of a asshole I'll be if I were a girl, yet able to be the prefect lady to take better care of my guy............. (Won't that actually make me gay?)


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Nevermind...


Good thing the main point here is bout my gf here, so please go ahead and listen to the song to judge the meaning behind it...


Save: ...
Current Bank: ???
Saving Bank: 19000
Saving (2): 1460
Saving (???): ... Eh, wth...

Mission failed...

Really never thought it'll come to this...

This is it people, the project and the relationship ended...

Nothing more need to be said, it's nobody's fault...

Maybe i'll go for a vacation or something...


Hopefully this blog can go on...



Result: nearly 40k worth of saving, more than half unable to redraw till 3 more yrs and a seriously broken heart...
(yea, i'm pathetic, sue me =P)