John Tucker Must Die...

Just watch the movie this afternoon, the typical movie bout how girls goes crazy over 1 hot guy and so on...

Now, after such show you just couldn'tbut to ask:
Why girls dig jerks?

Chinese there's a say which literally translate as:
Woman shan't love if man ain't bad...

I mean, what is if all this 'bad guy' thingy which all girls go ga-ga about? We all know that he's gonna dump you in the end, make a fool outta you in the end, totally break your heart as easy as breaking the wooden chopstick for asian food...
Yet, girls still couldn't help but to fell almost shamelessly (pardon my language) for them...

Why?

Take this John Tucker for example, they all know his a player, he always have at least 2 'girlfriends' whom he's going out with, he always lie to get the girl he want, use the same old cheesy (yet smart i must admit) line on every girl, and worst of all claim victory for the girls whom he bangged...

So what is it that girls see in him?
I mean, oh sure his rich, his handsome, his macho, had an ass girls kill for, captain of basketball team, witty, charming, knows how to make a girl feel good...
...
I just answer my own question didn't I?


I think i'll just go hang myself now...


And so today's update:
(Note: For the sake of those who i will be going out this coming week, i shall keep the numbers in my possesion unknown till the end of the week)

Spend: 48 for my last pre-order game, 20 for a present for my friend's birthday, 287 for bills, 10 farecard, lost count on food...
Save: you kidding me?
Wallet: ???
Coins: ???
Current Bank: ???
Saving Bank: 4000
Saving (2): ???

Heaviest week of my life...

Sigh...
Though its over but its still hurt to lick my wounds...
Maybe i'll go see a doc soon...

Nothing much you guys need to know, except i can breath bit easier now...

Commo everybody, follow me...

BREATH...
*inhale*
.
.
.
*exhale*

Ahh... life is beautiful...

Oh and my back hurts...
Maybe cause for the last 72hours i only slept bout 10...

Need... sleep...
Zzz...


And so today's update:

Spend: 96 for game and stuff, 25+ at a really cool resturant for a farewell party, 130+ girlfriend's bill, 50 farecard, 550 household allowance, 500 monthly saving, 100 return to saving(2)... (amazing how fast my money goes the moment it comes isn't it...)
Save: 100 earn for duty, got back 20 from friend...
Wallet: 14
Coins: ???
Current Bank: 475++
Saving Bank: 4000
Saving (2): 997

Worst case senario...

Just went to watch "The Devil Wear Prada" with my girlfriend is afternoon...
Quite a good show i muxt say, though the starting looking like its just one of those chick-flick...
(Oh and i love Miranda's white hair, really give her a the emperess look)...

Ok, call me strange for all i care, it a habit of mine ever since i'm a 'only-child' of the family that i like to reflect upon myself on the worst case senario should anything happen to just bout everything (which explains alot why i'm always talking to myself too...)...

The thing is, for the past near 2 years of my relationship with my girlfriend, i've constantly reflect on myself all sort of wicked senarios (i worry too much, i know...) to... how do i say... Prepare myself should god forbid any of those rubbish would happen... And also at the same time, testing myself to see what are the limits of my tolerance towards my girlfriend's lady's temper... (you know, PMS and stuff...) All in all the main purpose is so that i can better man for my girlfriend...
You people may laugh you heads off, but believe me, it've done wonders for us... I've learnt to be extra patient towards her problems, give her the space she need, not constranining her social circle, understands what is it she likes in her hobby (I've never thought i'll EVER bring myself to read a book word for word seriously...)... And she have too learned to understand my needs, my way and my life...

So far my bottom line conclusion is that:
As long as she doesn't cheat on me, i'll love her with everything i got no matter how much shit she throws at me...

Ok, for those who are wondering: 'so what those it have to do with the movie i just watched?'

Now, THIS by far is the WORST senario i've yet to test upon myself, which is inspire by one scene in the movie... Imagine this:
Girl get over demanding, guy finally lose his sanity, guy initiate some time apart to cool off, girl broke down, girl met old friend who happen to have a crush on her for a long time and was there for her, they had a few drinks, they have a night *AHEM* together, girl regret it, girl wanna go back to her guy...

So the case now is that, technically she wasn't cheating on the guy since they're apart during that time, and it the guys fault in the first place since HE is the one who initiate the stupid idea anyway...

Help me out here guys...
What would you do something like this happen to someone whom you really love lot?

Me? I would really really wanna forgive her and take her back, but i really dunno if i can accept the fact that she... with another man...
I dunno if i can even bring myself to even touch her anymore... Get what i mean?

Sigh... Think to much again...


And so today's update:

Spend: 23.70 for the whole day...
Save: save a ticket since she use her friend's GV movie voucher...
Wallet: 14++
Coins: 3.65 (?)
Current Bank: 145++
Saving Bank: 3500
Saving (2): 897

Night Walker...

Day walker is a vampire's term use to describe one of their kind that has grant the ability to roam during the day, which pretty much make them much more deadlier...

I like to describe myself as a Night walker since for some reason ever since young i'm always more alert and awake at night...
It has came to a point when even my body heals better after 12 midnight, whether i'm asleep or not...

And also cause......

Anyway, don't feel like sleeping en tonight since i'll be going back camp tomorrow morning... And especially since i'm doing duty tomorrow when i'll be spending a good 60% of my time sleeping anyway...

Keep having flash back of those topic which my nechan and i were chatting bout yesterday...
Bout different people from the higher, the middle and the lower class family...

I can't really speak for others but as for my side, my parent both grew up from litherally the bottom class or somewhere there (they always tell me scare stories bout their childhood)...
Upon reaching adulthood and marrage, they work really hard to improve their situation to that of a middle class... I can still remember that back when i'm really REALLY young, we don't have much in the house, not even a decent sofa... But i really like those days, simple and happy...

Things change alot since I reach primary school... My dad start to get obsess over how people think bout him and the family, and the family pretty much went down hill from there...
Though we're much more well to do by then, nothing make any sense anymore...
Things got worse by the time I got to secondary school, lots of problem at home and i litherally fall into the dark side of life... My result WAS pretty impressive once but slides down like a bowling ball on a 85 degrees slope on grease... One moment i was in the A class, before i knew it i dropped to E class...

Through this episode, i really felt i got condemn by lots of the A and B class students for my falling grades... Even my dad turn eyes on me... It is there i can really see the differents between the eyes of people when your one of them and when your not...

People who know me better would know i'm just disturbed and dislikes studys... Though the rest thinks i'm degenerating to a worthless bump... Even till i got to poly, i still get comments from old A class classmate that they thought i'm in ITE... And even after double comfirming with others, they still gimme that look as if i'm still not good enough for them since they made it to some hot shot JC...

For ranting out so much, i must give a fair statement in which i admit that i myself give the same eyes on other people as well on ocasion too... i don't have much excuse nor will i deny the fact that i do... My only defence is that i usually gave such aditude only to people who are lazy especially when they knew very well they're incompetant of the assignment... But i must apologise should i have misjudge those whom i didn't get to know well enough before i pass judgement on them...

Sigh... talked too much again...


And so today's update:

Spend: 13 on meal...
Save: some, since nowadays i let my girlfriend pay the smaller change...
Wallet: ???
Coins: 3.65 (?)
Current Bank: 150++
Saving Bank: 3500
Saving (2): 897

Long x3 awaited...

You think after 3 week without updating anything i can still keep up with my list for the month?
Not a chance...
But here's what i'm gonna do...
i'll just write down whatever i can remember and the rest went all to either food, transport or bill...
It always does anyway...

Now let see if i can remember how it all started...

Ok, the week when i 1st went back to camp after the break, i got slam right in the face with 3 weekend duty straight in the face... We got a offer of sun duty (mine is on sat) to earn bit extra cash, and initially the guys' plan is to stay through the weekend together...
To put it simple, they play me out and sold their sat while using the earning of sun to find a replacement on sat... The officer incharge on sat gave us shit that day that i totally lost my mood and sold off the sun duty, meaning earning = zero...

The following week went by very stressfully since i totally miscalculate my allowance for the month and got a major paper... Though it went by pretty smoothly, the duty on fri cock up again...
The bunch of recruit for duty (AKA understudies) was with us that night to learn bout doing duty... People on duty were to sleep in a designated room so as they can be easily call upon should something happen, but there's not enough room for all so the recruit went back to their bunk to sleep...

Unfortunately, these moron didn't lock the door at night while their sleeping and 5 phones with a wallet were stolen that night... The original release time of 8am got push back to 9.30am just for a full bunk raid and full body search before we leave camp...
Think thats bad enough? 1 hour later after we left, they call us back cause the head commander decide to pursuit the matter... $7 spent just to get a cab back camp...
The final leaving time: 3.30pm...

At least one good thing happen, for the 1st time in our near 2 years relationship, i finally brought my girlfriend out the watch some stars... Though we're suppose to be looking out for Mars and its not as great nor grand as it should be but it still very nice...
Just to hold her while she rest her head on me looking up for stars... Whatever in which we can even find... And would be a whole lot better if it weren't so crowded and the indian family singing along....

One thing my mom taught me is that once you reach a certain age, you gotta set aside some money simply for emergency use... That day came the next day... Went with my girlfriend to her class reunion at some fancy resturant in Orchard, a buffet dinner for 13 heads... I was there just telling the guys bout the up coming BMT stuff which they shall be facing soon while my girl just play along with her friends... What i didn't expect is that for some food which ain't so fantastic (all i can easily get from hawker, cheaper and better) which i didn't eat much anyway, the bill accumulate to a whooping $303... Thank god i've 2 cards with me...
My guess is we're actually paying for the atmosphere, not the food...

Sigh... And so, the following week... more papers, more work, and gotta help my dad find a com for himself which he wanna download songs and shows from some sleazy site which we all knows its gonna be jammed with virus and adware infectors (noway i'm paying)... I'm just trying to find a com which is virtually impossible to find to save my poor hard earned computer from suffering the fate of being gibbed (gamer term of being blown up into smithereens of nothingness)...

Just went for a long awaited dinner with my nechan Anthea...
She a great person to talk and shop with (though half the time i've the slightest idea where hell we're heading)... Fun, happy go lucky, ethusiastic, street smart woman, its almost hard to believe she's really 23 (she don't look like one too)... One thing i like bout her is she kindda share the same view bout nowadays sociaty as i do... We both been through quite a dark part of it and experience what its like to be within the higher class while we're nowhere their standard...
Get what i mean?

And as for my bud...
Somehow just really can't bring myself to even ask him bout how's its going on between him and his girl... The only thing i can find myself talking to him bout is the common topic which we have been saying since sec1: game...
At least we still have something to talk about i guess...

And so today's update:

Spend: Totally lost track... sigh...
Save: Like i can really save any...
Wallet: 34
Coins: 3.65
Current Bank: 150++
Saving Bank: 3500
Saving (2): 897