Outta control...

Sigh... late update again...

Recently got an increasing number of stuff which I'm losing control of...
Time, cash, work, relationship... You name it...

Cause of my work place and the shortage of man-power, I've been doing duty like there's no tomorrow and with the help of my 'UN-lucky star', I got myself into some stupid case which involve missing parts of a rifle... Damn serious it is...

Bills on the rise, GST hike, no more home cook food thus gotta spend on dinner (again), more last minute recall and have to rush to work during wee hours and spent more than 200+ just on cab fare last month... I'm really eating myself alive...

Oh, and my house is offically a zoo now... Koi, Arowana, Lou-Han (total 20+ non-edible fishes) and half a dozen of God-knows-what birds they are that won't shut up... Couple with the insane number of mosqitues in the house, you WON'T wanna be here... EVER...


Relationship... I've made a point not to disclose too much bout what is happening between my girlfriend and I... Not really that I'm losing control over her or the relationship... More like I've never able to control neither anyway...
Just came to realize that I'm still not mature enough yet...


Sigh...
Really like to daze into the clouds this days...
Brings the peace which I long desire...


Oh BTW, I'm taking Bike lesson now...
And don't start giving crap bout how dangerous it is...
I know it all and no matter what you all say it still won't stop me Xb


And so today's update:


Spend: lost count again, only thing I remember is the 200+ spent on cab fare...
Save: Oh get real...
Wallet: ???
Coins: ???
Current Bank: 150+
Saving Bank: 8500
Saving (2): 500o+
Saving (3): 9105.96 units (Don't ask what it is, think of it as a fix deposit)