Thursday, March 29, 2007

When you wish upon a star...

Was rather tired last night so didn't go the chance to write up bout my latest trip...

In fact, i just came back from a 4 days sailing, not really that long for others who did more but still the longest i've gone yet...

While the sailing is relatively peaceful, there is this one door i refuse to allow myself to even look through it... What door you ask?
The main entrance...
Maybe i'm just thinking too much but i get a feeling of great agony shall pour onto me should i bring myself to realize how i'm really so far away from home...

But not all was bad during the trip...

On the last night before we make our way back, i came across to withness a moonless night...
Everything around me was so dark that i can't even see the horizon...
And up above me, the stars shine brighter than anything else, as if they know their the very last of the light we need...
Our very last hope...


And for that very brief moment,
When you can't tell how far you are away from the sea of stars almost all around you,
When stars were shooting like you never seen before...


It felt like the whole gallaxy is upon you...


At that moment...
i was thinking...
If there really is such a place call heaven...
Where i should spend the rest of my departured life eternally...


I wish heaven would be a place like this...


And so today's update:

Spend: 11 on food, 320 on bills, 18 on cab...
Save: ...
Wallet: ???
Coins: ???
Current Bank: 180
Saving Bank: 7000
Saving (2): 4000

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Gone...

Sorry for keeping you guys so long...
Been quite awhile since i last update here...

Well, despite my usual chatty-self, i can jolly well describe the last 2months with just 2 words:
Duty and Sailling...

Feb,
one hell of a month jammed pack with all the duty they can dump onto me...
Reason?
Excuse sailing...
All stupid jobs are dump onto me too...
Why?
(see previous answer)...
All rubbish (literally...) are yet dump onto me as well...
...
You get the point...
...
All the way till the end of the month where the doc shall decide whether i should live or not...

So the verdict is set, i do NOT have Narcolepsy... Just plain old hypersomnia...
The difference between this 2 is that one can't be wake while the later can...
And the later isn't... err... Serious enough to keep my ass off the sea, so...


March,
Sail...
Was drag onto all sailing they can get me in this month...
Reason?
(No, not excuse sailing... though close enough...)
Cause they want me to clock up more sailing time/experience due to...
... Nevermind...


And so today's update:


Spend: You gotta be crazy if you think i still remember where i spent for the last 2 month... (It'll be one hell of a long list anyway...)
Save: Dunno...
Wallet: ???
Coins: ???
Current Bank: ???
Saving Bank: 7000
Saving (2): 4200