Near death experience 2...

For those who know me better, i had quite an experience bout 5 years ago...

Just yesterday, or should i say the day before, feeling bit weird and woke up with a cramp in my stomach... Didn't thought it anything serious especially when the last time i told my superior, he smack me back with a comment say: stomach cramp are only for girls...

Anyway, off to work i go, knowing that i have a medical appointment that night, i try not to make too much off a big deal bout it though i can't help but to feel a chill even under the hot sun... Try all ways to warm up but none work... Finally an officer took notice on how pale i look and ask me to report sick... it 10.40am then...

Took me a good 5min to walk what usually just a 2min walk from my ship to the gate's guard house... Its at there where i drop dead and have the guards call my ship people to send me to the medic... So happen that 1 of those who arrive to fetch me happen to be one of my sergeant who very proud of his job, his past battle scars, his soldier father... The moment he saw me in my pitiful condition he gave a very blunt comment of: Useless bastard...
Well he may think that way bout not the other 2 who were with him, one including a chief, both who glared him that instant... Feeling the immense pressure around him, he ate back his words and claimed its just a joke... My fever worsen, feeling sleepy, 11am...

A very blunt check up at the medic where they put me on drip (i hate drips, its not really the needle i hate, its the fact that those trainee medics that can never find my veins that irritates me the most). Very soon i was transported to Changi General Hospital. By now i'm already freezing my butt off and the hospital couldn't even bother to gimme a blanket...

Not too sure how long it is i was over there, only thing i know is that another of my proud superior's face literally turn white when the medic told him my temperature peak at 42 degree...
You know those static which you saw on TV whenever it lost it's reception? That what i literally saw in my eyes quite a few times while i'm dazing off in the hospital... The only thing is that its purplish with flashes of green instead of black and white...
Every single bone in my body aches like shit as if they're trying to break me inside out...

Gastric flu, thats what the doc says, and send me home straight after...

For the next 2 days, i literally felt llike i'm controlling my body from a third person point of view, only to zoom in when needed... Not to mention that the only thing that's coming outta me are either fluid or gas... From both end...


Guess i'm lucky to still be sane and alive...

The only question is...
Why am i still alone when i need her the most?


And so today's update:


Spend: bout 50+ just on food, 10 for ship's fund, 12 for girlfriend's gift...
Save: 30 bucks, long story...
Wallet: ???
Coins: ???
Current Bank: 200+
Saving Bank: 6000
Saving (2): 3508.23

A sad qoute...

A month since i last update...

There will be only 3 reason why i haven't update:
1, too busy...
2, spent too much to remember what i spent on...
3, some personal problem which i'm relactant to share...

I leave it for you guys to figure out which it is...


At the mean time, here's one of my fav qoute by Freya Crescent of FF:IX,

"To be forgotten is worse than death..."


And so today's update:


Spend: 500 into saving, 550 household allowance, 70 farecard, 85 on games, 100 to help my chef buy his memory stick, 87.05 on my girlfriend's bill, 31.60 for 2nd year aniversary gift, 170.26 on last month bill, 200+ on others...
Save: ...
Wallet: ???
Coins: ???
Current Bank: 300+
Saving Bank: 6000
Saving (2): 3508.23