For those whom i care, for those whom i love...

Its been two and a half week since i post on board ship...
Starting to feel...

Empty...


Really begining to hate this place...
Felt like i've sold my soul...
Not only have it taken away my pride, my life, my game...
Now its even on the verge of taking away my love ones too...

Recently lots of my friends have been looking for me... Saying i've seems to disappear for this world...While my girlfriend is very kind enough to understand my situation, i still feel i owe her and my friends an apology...

To my dear friends,
I apologise for not keeping contact with you...
I regret not being able to keep our strings close and letting it drift away...
I'm truly sorry for not able to do anything bout it...

To my beloved girlfriend,
Though i may not be able to be there when you need me, nor am i able to do anything to make the situation better...
My promise to you remain strong as ever...
Nothing shall ever sway me away from you...
I shall continue to be a better man...
Only for you...

And people,
Till i leave this forsaken place, i may still have quite a problem keeping contact with all of you...
But believe me,
People may have forgotten Jack,
But Jack will never forget you...

My friends,
This blog is writen for all of you...



And so today's update:


Spend: 10 farecard, 4 on bread, 2 to replace my pen which my shipmate lost, and some on drinks...
Save: Quite abit on medication bill i guess...
Wallet: 14
Coins: ???
Current Bank: 324.15
Saving Bank: 4500
Saving (2): 1007