Day walker is a vampire's term use to describe one of their kind that has grant the ability to roam during the day, which pretty much make them much more deadlier...
I like to describe myself as a Night walker since for some reason ever since young i'm always more alert and awake at night...
It has came to a point when even my body heals better after 12 midnight, whether i'm asleep or not...
And also cause......
Anyway, don't feel like sleeping en tonight since i'll be going back camp tomorrow morning... And especially since i'm doing duty tomorrow when i'll be spending a good 60% of my time sleeping anyway...
Keep having flash back of those topic which my nechan and i were chatting bout yesterday...
Bout different people from the higher, the middle and the lower class family...
I can't really speak for others but as for my side, my parent both grew up from litherally the bottom class or somewhere there (they always tell me scare stories bout their childhood)...
Upon reaching adulthood and marrage, they work really hard to improve their situation to that of a middle class... I can still remember that back when i'm really REALLY young, we don't have much in the house, not even a decent sofa... But i really like those days, simple and happy...
Things change alot since I reach primary school... My dad start to get obsess over how people think bout him and the family, and the family pretty much went down hill from there...
Though we're much more well to do by then, nothing make any sense anymore...
Things got worse by the time I got to secondary school, lots of problem at home and i litherally fall into the dark side of life... My result WAS pretty impressive once but slides down like a bowling ball on a 85 degrees slope on grease... One moment i was in the A class, before i knew it i dropped to E class...
Through this episode, i really felt i got condemn by lots of the A and B class students for my falling grades... Even my dad turn eyes on me... It is there i can really see the differents between the eyes of people when your one of them and when your not...
People who know me better would know i'm just disturbed and dislikes studys... Though the rest thinks i'm degenerating to a worthless bump... Even till i got to poly, i still get comments from old A class classmate that they thought i'm in ITE... And even after double comfirming with others, they still gimme that look as if i'm still not good enough for them since they made it to some hot shot JC...
For ranting out so much, i must give a fair statement in which i admit that i myself give the same eyes on other people as well on ocasion too... i don't have much excuse nor will i deny the fact that i do... My only defence is that i usually gave such aditude only to people who are lazy especially when they knew very well they're incompetant of the assignment... But i must apologise should i have misjudge those whom i didn't get to know well enough before i pass judgement on them...
Sigh... talked too much again...
And so today's update:
Spend: 13 on meal...
Save: some, since nowadays i let my girlfriend pay the smaller change...
Wallet: ???
Coins: 3.65 (?)
Current Bank: 150++
Saving Bank: 3500
Saving (2): 897
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