
In fact, i just came back from a 4 days sailing, not really that long for others who did more but still the longest i've gone yet...
While the sailing is relatively peaceful, there is this one door i refuse to allow myself to even look through it... What door you ask?
The main entrance...
Maybe i'm just thinking too much but i get a feeling of great agony shall pour onto me should i bring myself to realize how i'm really so far away from home...
But not all was bad during the trip...
On the last night before we make our way back, i came across to withness a moonless night...
Everything around me was so dark that i can't even see the horizon...
And up above me, the stars shine brighter than anything else, as if they know their the very last of the light we need...
Our very last hope...
And for that very brief moment,
When you can't tell how far you are away from the sea of stars almost all around you,
When stars were shooting like you never seen before...
It felt like the whole gallaxy is upon you...
At that moment...
i was thinking...
If there really is such a place call heaven...
Where i should spend the rest of my departured life eternally...
I wish heaven would be a place like this...
And so today's update:
Spend: 11 on food, 320 on bills, 18 on cab...
Save: ...
Wallet: ???
Coins: ???
Current Bank: 180
Saving Bank: 7000
Saving (2): 4000